Tuesday, November 10

Sometimes it's more than just fear. I can't understand what they're saying. I can no longer listen.

I can no longer listen to you.

Struck with a hard blade I lie here bleeding. I can't

feel my heart beating I have tears in my eyes swelling I can't


love you

any more

you don't give me what I need

you cry on my shoulder and you think I can care?


I look away, pleading "help me!" in my eyes: unable to speak.

You invade my space and choke me and I can no longer hold on to this


fragile feeling...


my clumsy hands have broken it.


Maybe it's best if we don't see each other.

Let's face it, this was never what I wanted.. I've never been worthy of your attention...


No.

This is YOUR FAULT.


I can't be with someone who sees something that doesn't exist when they look into my eyes.

I can't have that.

I can't believe you came to this place tonight.

how dare you.

HOW FUCKING DARE YOU.

I thought it would be so easy to say.

A simple 'it's just not working' would have sufficed.

But for my damn sensitivity I would have done it.